bad dreamz...

I dreamt of my grandma ydae...my dreamz goes like tis: We r suppose to get out from the building for the reason I can't recall...I carry my grandma on my back n keep running...She juz say a word to me which was Thank you...all i noe is that i keep running down fleets of stairs n crying, n oso keep saying sorry to my grandma which I dunnoe why...As I run, she is getting weaker...Evenutally, She had passed on while I was carrying her which is to say she die in my care...That was when I woke up...I was tearing while I was sleeping so as to mean I was crying in my sleep...When I woke up sitting in the middle of the night crying again...It had been awhile since it happen...