Fretting...

yes, i am fretting over my school loan stuff...I can't get a guarantor for my loan...I am out of any ideas to be able to work my way through...my work took too much of my time n effort tat i can't focus on my study...in order to study i had to go hence i will work there as receptionist as it near my school even after it move it near my hse...but at tis stage nothing is cfm tt i can get the place...well 船到桥头自然直, if not worst come to worst drop into the sea lo...as i noe how to swim guess i still will nt die after all...i will find out more info from my school...i can't let my 4k to waste as i had pay it for the bridging course...my hard earn 4k...nw i die oso muz get degree so i can move on in life...i will nv be contented with the current life i had...I willingly to work judging by the amt of OT i work over the 1yr plus...i can cfm say i am nt a lazy person...i can say i am very hardworking to try complete my job...but i am really tired...well, juz let me be emo n i will get over it soon...i hope...