Is there a different BTW the past the present mi...

Today after cheer, I and pm went to the bubble tea shop tt we used to go...We r chatting happily but after chat on my way home..I was thinking am I the person or does I react same way as the person we r toking abt...It make mi think have I grow more mature or more childish...Did I change to become a better person and easier to get along or I change for the worst? Come to think did I even change or am I getting more and more vicious, selfish, self-centered, narrow minded and petty...It really make mi think if I am this kinda of person...Dear frenz pls give mi feedback on mi or wat i did...I really can take it...If u have anything tt u r not happy or angry wif mi pls tell mi if not I will not noe and continue the stupid thing I do...