first post of the yr...

this is my first post of the new yr...so hereby allow mi to conclude my past yr event in 2007...

tis yr 2007 had nt been smooth sailing for mi, my carreer sucks, my love life sucks, my social life, is like pratically everything sucks for mi expect on the 24 of nov...tis yr my friendship had a lot of up and down, and i had uprooted a friend; which i thought he was; from my life. the basic concern was nv given to mi, it always mi who is doing the giving part in our friendship tt i thought will work out...u make mi think tt the things i do was nt needed at all so hence i had to be hard on myself in order nt to hurt myself further is to uproot u from my life...i noe i sound heartless and childish, it is juz a way to protect myself ba...i am sure i did nt expect the impossible out of u, but u didn't nt even give mi the basic of a simple how r u...actually it pain mi to cut off all ties wif u too...everyone had different expectation of their frenz, onli when thing r said den i will noe...i am a person if u dun tell mi i will nt noe it...pls dun think and assume, oh she will understand wat i am toking abt ,sorry i dun...for nw the word time and effort will be everything we need...see wif ur heart nt ur eyes...



for my carreers part, is a word haiz tt i can mention...the working hrs super duper long which i dun noe y....i was thrown to a place without any training and knowledge assuming oh jenny will noe wat to do...jenny do tis jenny do tt...jenny sit corporate q, coz no pple...jenny sit personal q, coz no pple...jenny where is the rubber band where is the date stamp...jenny go teasure counter coz janaki mc again...jenny go rememitance counter coz no one wants to sit there...STOP IT WILL U ALL, IT ENOUGH...I DUNNOE IS THE WORD FOR U AND FIND IT WIF UR OWN EYES AND DO UR OWN PART DUN PUSH THE WORK TO MI...I AM NOT A ROBOT, I AM A HUMAN FOR UR INFORMATION AND U WORK HERE LONGER DEN I DO JUZ USE UR DAMN BRAIN IF U HAF ONE...i feel like a ball being push around...i did nt flare up and snape at u all is becoz i dun wish to make it big and make myself in bad light but i am nt a pushover...drive mi up the wall and i will give u a nuclear effect...i swear i will...but aniway i tender on 18 of dec....haha...so all tis will being coming to a stop soon...i juz want to vent it out since last yr dunnoe where to do so...so i will do it here...haha...finally let it out for so long....i got time when i work to i keep crying...after work,i will always walk home from mrt station, is nt to save money but it take haf an hr to walk home from there so i can give myelf a gd cry, crying out loud...the pple who passes by mi r all shocked, they might be thinking another jilted gerl....haha...opps but i am nt, did nt haf one for mi to be jilted...i did tt for almost a week b4 i recover...i did nt tell u guys becoz i dun want u all to worry plus u all cannot do anything as it still need to depend on myself....haha...dun worry i am confirm fine nw...



for love life, a blank piece of paper....haha....sometimes feel a bit lonely too but i still haf u gerls i noe....haha...but for this part let nature take it course...



for social life i onli get to meet my dardars in the weekend after my work or late evening after my work...haiz...but for the past yr i spend a lot of my time in kbox and cinema...haha...so dun noe is to conclude tt is bad or gd...so i will leave tis part to the readers...haha...



all the above is my feeling abt past yr 2007...aniway, may the bad be gone wif 2007 and may the gd come together in 2008...thanz god for everything be it gd or bad, thanz u...u make mi feel alive as i had to be in order to go through all the thing above...haha...to tell u all something, i nt always so positive as u see mi, i had daes when i feel super down...but i will nt resort to killing myself tt is one thing for sure, hmm i guess i will nt ba...haha....tt the ends...nitez dardars