i freed...

i finally tender after i got my bouns..i dun care so much liao...i really sick of wat i am doing now...i sometime did nt even haf time to eat, which make my gastric really getting bad to worst...and i keep fall ill of coz sometimes is fake mc la...haha...i nw will still haf to work for one mth b4 i am free frm the devil hands'...haha...actuall i dun hate the bank, i juz hate the work scope tt i am having nw...haha...i did nothing but count money for the past 8 mths...i go to work b4 the dae brighten, den i end work after the dae is darken...i live like a vampire for 8 mths, argh...i wondering everydae i work, eat, sleep den the nxt dae will be the same old time again...it is really boring plus nt point to mi...so i say it den i will do it...haha...my last dae will be 18/01/2008 fridae...i will take my time to slowly find one job...so guys dun worry abt mi...thanz le...

20/12

todae is my brother's ROM...we had being preparing all the thing for my kor, doing up the table, the deco in the chalet....ask mi y ROM is held in a chalet, i dun noe...i juz do wat i am told....todae rain some more, haiz...chalet is crammed enough den rain...all the guest cannot stay indoor den some of us open umbrella and stand in the rain..haha...so funny lo...took a lot of pic as usual...the whole cememory start at 11...when the zhu hun ren ask them if they r willing to come here to take their vow as husband and wife, if they r willing to love, comfort and being loyal to each other and spend their life together as one...when i heard my brother and my sis-in-law say ...yes i do is a simple word but the meaning and commitment behind it is something tt i nt ready, it a super big price to pay....i nt even ready for relationship let alone tis word "yes, i do"...but nevertheless, i wish my brother bai tou xie lao and get xin fu yo...

back again....

i got a lot of update to do...haha...my frenz all asking mi to update...so i shall do ba..haha...let mi see...the last post was may ba...haha...nw dec lo...i will start from my block leave...as other is too way back...haha...

21/11
i meet my poly frenz...we meet at bugis and went to MOF...the food there is nice but cannot finsh...quite a lot...the main thing muz intro is their dessert...omg...it very nice, did nt noe i will get attract to very gerlish thing...haha...but it was very nice, maybe i got super sweet tooth ba...haha...tis show tt i still juz a normal gerl...haha...y i say tt is becoz my frenz say i very man...haha...but tt dae i onli meet pauline an doreen onli..zhen hui got chicken pox...poor thing...hope she recover fast...they got mi isetan voucher...haha...i can go shopping le...haha...

22/11
i stay at home the whole dae...juz surf net onli... i oso felt xin fu...haha...easily contented...haha...

23/11
todae meet mel and dine....as usual, we went to kbox...haha...kbox become our fav place liao..haha...we went to suntec one..the staff there more friendly as compared to cine one...thumbs up for suntec kbox...after tt we went for dinner at sakae sushi...another fav place for us...we went there quite late as we sing till quite late...haha..we sing finish all our songs den they did nt chase us out lei...haha...1st time ever...haha...tt dae was a happy one too...

24/11
sat is my early bdae bash...i gather all my family members and my bubby...and of coz i did nt forget all my dardars lo...they r consider my family members....tt dae dine was nt feeling well got fever some more, nv tell mi angry lo...understand u dun want mi to worry and be the center of attraction but u nt feeling muz say dun put up a brave front tt will make mi more worry k...after all my family member and vin they all left liao...dardars and mi gather at my room, we tok until 11 plus...jas pai seh let u go back so late...hope ur mum is nt angry wif u...sorry if she did....thanz guys for coming and staying up till so late even u all r very tired...and dun noe y tt dae super hot lo...haha...thanz guys for making my dae special...thanz to my 3 uni cousin, despite having exam still give mi face and come...and my uncle and auntie, sat coffeeshop is the most busiest dae of the wee, u all still come...thanz u all of u all...thanz for letting mi noe tt i got a lot of pple who love mi and dote mi....thanz...whenever i am unhappy i juz think back todae, i will be happy again...once again thanz...i love u guys too...sorry to let u guys po fei la...haha...thanz minyu and minli for the perfume and shade which is both my fav...really love it alot and it came as a surprise to mi...thanz dardars for watch, it really nice...it something tt i dun haf but it suit my style, quite man...haha...as for vin,lip,ted,wai,serene, rain...thanz for the neaklace although it totally not my style, a bit too sweet...haha...but tt make it special as i nv haf tt, so i assume tt u all r telling i am oso be sweet sweet style ritez...haha....i will wear it dun worry...the design is nice...i will turn it into my style....match it manly...haha...u all say want to get mi a very man cake but instead i got myself a very cute one...haha...coz the rest is juz too sweet wif flora pattern i can't stand it...i will vomit b4 i even cut it...haha...thanz all my uncle and auntie for the hongbaos....haha...my poly frenz chui yan, u send my present via singpost to mi, as she nt feeling well...she feeling better nw...thanz u..

25/11
another home staying dae as tml will be my jetstar interview....surf net again...i like a bit off from the world as i keep working like no dae no night...haha...i am not a workaholic but my work end very late...no choice...the early i can go is 7.30...den the latest can goes up to 9 plus...haiz...really starting to hate my job...

26/11
my actual bdae....i went for interview as early as 8.45...i took cab there as i was almost late..heee...den i had a hard time finding the bus stop...i feel like lost kid...the interview i did nt get in but nvm, i was nt nervous at all...surprising to mi, normally i am very nervous when i go for silkair maybe tt dae is my bdae....i wasn't sad when i did nt manage to go through...at least i did my best...my self intro is very steady and i present myself very confidently but dun noe y did nt get...but nvm i try my best...was nt disappointed at all...after the interview i went to my neighbour manicure shop is a newly open shop...i did my nail there plus nail art...it was very nice, but i forgot to take pic...the nail art is snowflackes one, got christmas feel...haha...purposly did tt...in the evening meet din and pm for dinner at sakae...haha...fav hangout again...dine brought mi a peppermint cake...so sweet of her and pm...the peppermint cake was very nice...but after finishing it we super full lo...or should say bloated ba...haha...

27/11
the latest dae of my block leave, feeling very low liao...sob...the nxt dae nd to go bcak to work...i stay at home coz got no mood to go out...juz feeling down and low...but at least i did nt waste my block leave...i live my block leave to the fullest...

after the blcok leave my life went back to the boring teller life...haiz...like i tell u all, wo li bu kai ye jin bu qu....haiz...i can't leave is becoz i got use to the salary, it is quite high as compare to others...but i really nt happy working there, it super stress and tired...i everydae had to put up a smiling face to others den i learn nothing but juz count money....in another words i am juz a high class cashier onli...haha...i wish to work wif dine but can't get in...if u ask mi y i wish to go airline, becoz of glamous, no u shld say it becoz of money, plus tt job had more off dae den i haf now...y i nd money, in the first place who dun nd money, i wish to go study tt y i nd more money, dun wish my parents to pay tt y nd to earn more myself...i dun mind being in service line as i am used to it liao anyway...but working in the bank, even off dae i will get phone to ask mi to settle complain cases, like tt how to rest u tell mi...den it a super duper stress enviroment and every details cannot go wrong...one thing goes wrong, i will be drown under the sliviar of the customer which r mainly bosses, lawyers, managers...sometime i wonder is the location and customer is diffcult or juz the job is plainly diffcult...haiz...even if i left the job, i dunnoe wat i want to do oso...haiz, i super indecivise, super dun like myself now...i always been, i like to do wat den i do wat...nw i become indecivise and naggy...ahhhhh...this is not some thing tt i wanted...super lost can anyone help mi out....ahhhhh...so fan...