shopping wif dear

todae meet pm,jas and mel for shopping since i got my pay...we went to bugis and suntec city...we went to starbuck, we sit there and tok...i help jas and pm to paint their nails, and did nail art for pm too...so happy tis is the first time i did a full nail plus nail art for my frenz...after tt, we went to suntec city and got the nail polish remover to do away the excess nail polish for them as i can't stand the excess nail polish on their finger, i want the thing i do to be as perfect as possible...i finally had a fake nails up on my finger tt i long for it...but after putting on the fake long nails, i find tt there r a lot of thing i can't do or maybe not used to it ba...i can't msg, wondering how to take out my contact lens with such long nails make mi headache..haha...by at least i manage to type onli to be a bit slow...

sam li sheng jie's concert

todae when for sam li sheng jie's concert wif pm and patrick...the concert was great, his voice really moved mi to the max man...every single song makes mi want to cry, dun worry i am fine juz his songs is quite sad...sam is a bit lame and he pronounce our school name wrongly but he is willing to say sorry..haha, he muz be damn pai sei la...haha...he ask us to sing his song and he will rate which section of seats is better, and guess wat my section was rated the first by him...haha...when it was abt to end, he went around shaking hands and sing at the same time...he is the first singer i saw tt is willing to walk the whole hall to shake hands of his fans...and i manage to shake his hands, so happy...and he can throw his poster very far to the first few row of the back seats...cool, tis show tt is he really train hard for his tennis and swimming in order to get such a strong arm man...really love his song to bits...i noe he is not handsome but i really like him a lot and of coz his songs too...really admired his talents and his voice...

the email tt jas send mi..

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

tis is whole thing is simply juz mi except for the extremely attractive, the rest is so true...as for the intelligent and talented part i will leave it to u guys and decide..juz wanted to put it in as it sounds like mi...haha...

fun...

finally, i get to go cycling...i love cycling...most important is tt i am wif my darlings..east cost is quite big as it take us 1 and haf hr to cycle from one end to other...cycling on a sat at east coast, u need to be very skillful as there r full of pple...we found a ski park, it so cool but a bit x...i wanted to play but not all my gf can swim so i think i need to find someone else to go wif mi for the ski park...i wanted to try wakeboarding so much...had a fun dae wif my darling, we meet mel for dinner as she dun want to go cycling...love to be in their company, as usual i had been the noise one..toking and toking is my strength, at the same time my weakness too...as i keep toking be it if u want to listen to mi or not...haha...so self centered...haha...for tis i will try to change it will take some time or maybe longer as when i start toking i will be totally engossed into it...

Saw tis in one of my email, and find it meaningful:
Work like you don't need the money,
love like you've never been hurt, (tis is to all my gf, at some point of time in life we will get hurts be it if we want it or not...but dun be afraid to fall in love again...i noe it easier say den done...as i am oso scared to fall in love again as i noe it is hurtful and scary at tis point of time but i will overcome it and love again)
and dance like you do when nobody's watching."

to my darlings(as there r 4 of them)...

A Friend... is a tissue when you can't stop crying
A Friend... is a shoulder when you feel like dying
A Friend... always listens when you have something to say
A Friend... is a week when you need a day
A Friend... is a crutch when you have a broken heart
A Friend... is some glue when everything falls apart
A Friend... is a sun when the rain just won't stop
A Friend... is a phone call when you can't leave your home
A Friend... is a hand when you feel all alone
A Friend... is a wing if you want to fly
A Friend... understands without knowing why
A Friend... is an ear for a secret to tell
A Friend... is an aspirin when your head hurts like hell
A Friend... is a love that can never let go
A Friend... is you,and i wanted you to know!!
In our FRIENDSHIP..there might be commas..but never a full-stop..and I hope..
A FRIENDSHIP between you 'n' me is For A Lifetime

dardar,i want u to noe u guys rocks my world, wif out u guys i will not be the same again...i love u guys and i mean it...we had been through 7 yrs of friendship to where we r now...in nxt 3 yr, we will have our 10th anniversary hold to celebrate our 10 yrs friendster...hope we will always be frenz till we became old ladies...

ydae perfromance...

Blazers had a performance ydae at near eunos mrt station...tis is the first the juniors r perfromance together wif us...everything went well except the teddy bear did not went up...but the table top and 2-2-1 was very stable...and our movement r neater den b4 which is a gd thing...after tt we went to mac to have a late dinner...after our dinner and celebration, back to the performance area as we need to put the mats back to skool...we sat there chatting and gossiping wif katini while waiting for the truck to come at 11...haha enjoy the chat and everything...after tt raj arrive and drive us to skool to keep the mats and the drums...den we send katini to parkway first den we go home....on our way home, we took the wrong turn and end up at some ulu place called paya lebar air base(where my ex server his ns, nw den i noe...haha...wat a joke...)...it is very quiet there, pm is scared...haha...she scared and we call her coward so mean of us...but pm dun worry in singapore when u get lost, u can always find way out as there r road signs everywhere...so if u ever get lost dun panic or scared be calm and find ur way out...becoz the worst and the last thing to do when u r lost is to panic, coz u will lose ur judement...be brave pm...

feelings

todae training had a lot of tension going on while we do stunts...i juz suddenly notice tt pple r very easily affected by the pple around them...when one person is tense up, soon or later everyone start to get tense up too...should i say it a link between us or we r weak so tt will be easily affected...haiz, recently had been sad...when i get sad and start to stone, my frenz around mi will start to stone or sad too...haiz...gfs when u guys had problem pls pls come to us...we will always be there...dun worry u will not trouble us and u noe wat i love ur troubling or pestering...u r like a family to us, when family tok to each other we dun feel trouble or anything...instead we feel happy tt we can share ur trouble or problem wif even we might not be able to help...we will always be there for u coz we r ur family and frenz...we will always love u...and hope u noe who i am toking abt...hahaha...gtg liao...byebye...*back ache and thumb pain* i am the accident prone chairwoman i hereby declare frances to join my club...haha...

the email my frenz send to mi....

The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; (it not always the case depend on pple, dun assmue tt u noe us well when u r not)
If u?Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him; (we dress up is not becoz of u guys is for ourself, pls dun be to sure of urself guys)
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS. (tt will nv happen on mi, coz i am so talkative)
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE; (well tt ur problem not our us, juz too bad...)
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u. (it very true on my case)
If u don't make love with him, he says u don't Love him;
If u do it, he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him; (sometime u guys juz need to be scolded to wake up ur ideas so it a need)
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (sometime it might be the case, but most of the time it not...)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so. (tis is bullshit)
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN. (tis is worst den bullshit, u stink...haha...)
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!

i wonder wat is wrong wif tis guys...but i am sure tt not all guys r like tt...i hope so..haha...

update

juz wan to vent my feeling here...i broke up wif my bf...i noe some of u guys dun noe abt it, i thought after we r stable den tell u guys but it over liao...i admit tt i am sad, i dun deny...like wat mel say all we need is time...i strongly believe tt LORD will lead mi through tis sorrow and made mi grow into a better person...sorry if i juz broke down out of nowhere...i am trying hard to control my tears but it juz does not listen to mi anymore, it feel tt the eyes r not mine...sorry gfs, i noe i am putting a brave front when i am wif u guys...like wat mel say i dun want u all to worry for mi..if i cry in front of mel, i think it will made her feel worst...but...i noe i lost the smile, laughter,bubbly,crappy old mi...Help me....sorry jasmine i can't cheer u up now..sorry...mel i dun noe wat to say to u to made u feel better...sorry....