last week report...

mon(18/12)

meet up wif dine and went for movie as i haf 2 free ticket from m1...the title of the movie is the night at the museum...it is a quite funny, the plot oso quite nice...

fri(22/12)

meet up wif mel,jas, dine and pm for dinner at pastamania den went for movie again...haha...but tis time watch the curse of the golden flower...i dun understand the storyline and if not for yuan xiang, jay might win...the whole style for jay in the movie is damn ugly lo...does not suit him...although the movie is not nice but enjoy the company of them as they always bring mi a lot of laughter...thanz guys...

sun(24/12)

Christmas eve, tis yr not ktv session but instead it is movie session...haha...i had seen 3 movies in 1 week...cool ritez but behind the cool part, i am broke...haha...we went to fish and co for dinner den wait for philip to come in the meanwhile...den after the dinner, we went to starbuck...our usual hangout place....sit there and tok or rather listen to story and at the same time wanting to kill vincent....haha...tt is wat happen when u put mi beside vincent...haha...we always so drama(tt is wat pm say abt us)...ted still the same usual hi, still lame but funny...everytime we laugh is nt becoz of his lame joke, we laugh becoz of his reactions....haha...he is very comical...the movie tt i saw is death note 2...we watch it at the strike of 12....the story a bit draggy, almost doze off at some part...i still prefer the death note den death note 2...but i enjoy my myself tt dae...thanz guys...

gers nitez out....(finally)

went to kbox wif melissa, geraldine and pm...a bit sad tt jas can't make it...i meet mel at 12.40 but i was late...haha...den we reach parkway at 1.30 had our lunch den went to kbox and meet pm as she after work...we starting singing at 14:14 to around 20:30...super long hrs...haha...sing until tired...oh and dine u sound like sun yan zi lo....dun deny it...super xiang...after the ktv,we went to sake sushi for dinner, back to tamp cartel for toking...we did a lot of stupid thing in the ktv...took a lot of act cute pic...haha...but it not for posting tt onli among us...haha...so happy and i enjoy my dae...looking forward to fri...meeting them and jas tis time round...go gers...

thur nite out...

last thurs meet my poly frenz i did not see them for quite a long time liao...and got to noe yr 1 sem 1 poly frenz is married at the age of 20...so young ritez...hope she is happy and blessed wif her new marriage life...her marriage is arrange by her family( can u believe it, arrange marriage in tis daes...), nvm as long as she is happy can liao...shocking news from them...i onli manage to meet adeline and kenny...kenny having his 13 dae leave like most of my army frenz( u noe who u r...haha...), ask him wat did he do in his camp...quite funny but almost the same as lip they all...haha...the most funny and cute thing i hear from him is they catch the rat and tie a rope to the rat neck and 'walk' the rat...haha...funny idea rite...but tt wat kenny will do...haha...after meeting kenny and ade, den meet lip,ted and vin...erm i felt a bit force by vin to meet...haha...but still meet them...after finish their dinner, we went to arcade to play house of the dead as usual...den go to the game shop to check out some game...after tt went to s-11 to drink while waiting for pm to come after work, meanwhile they continue to tok abt their army life...after went back to tm, actually wanted to watch open season...but change of plan went starbuck instead(drink again...bladder gonna burst...haha...jk...)we did not meet pm as she is very tired...we sit at starbuck and tok abt bleach, gaming and crap...haha...ted is still ad lame as b4...but tis time round after he finish his lame thing, he will say if pm here she will scold him...haha...den he will demo how pm will react to his lame thing...haha tis make him more funny...haha...

cheer camp

had my cheer camp last weekend...as usual stunts training and doing up our banner last min like i say as usual...haha...nothing much to say for the camp...and we got second for standard charater...but i am not surprise and happy, or to say not much feeling...

birthdae bash...

fri (24/11)

i went to orchard wif my poly frenz to haf dinner...i eat the prata there, it quite nice it not tt oily as compare to the rest tt i eaten b4...it affortablr price for poor student like mi...but aniwae i did not pay a single cent for the dinner ad doreen's bf foot the bill...thanz la adrian for ur treat...althought a bit cannot tahan u...haha...no harm to towards u, juz the things u say a bit lame den i thought u would...haha...i meet up wif u guys after my term test again...

sat(25/11)

meet up wif my usual gang philip they all...we had our late lunch at yoshinuya....i had terriyai chicken bowl...nice...we brought a philip a shirt for him as bdae present, coz we dun noe wat to buy for him...after tt we shopping, as pm want to look for some office wear...as it will be boring for the guys so splilt up...at around 5.30 plus, we took bus down to suntec to meet thomas they all...and i finally saw ger who pm say tt she look like dine...but from wat i see i dun think she look like dine lei...but she is quite cute(dun worry dine i am not saying tt u r nt cute....haha...)we went looking for place to eat dinner...first time had 9 pple having dinner together...cool...but i and pm did nt haf dinner due to the late lunch we had....but we did order a mudpie(chocolate ice cream with oreo cookies base...yummy...), it nice but we could not finish we shld had share 1 instead, did not noe it will be tt big...ted, lip had sandwhich; wai,vin had dun noe is lamp chop or chicken chop...i try ted sandwhich, it so nice wif the melted cheese(ooo....fave...)...after dinner we went to kbox for singing session(ooo...how i miz it...)i and yen celebrate our birthdae at the strike of tweleve, they sing birthdae song for us...so happy, thanz guys...and onli todae den i noe yen had the same birthdae as mi...thomas gt quite nice voice when he sing you hong ming songs, althought a bit old...yen keep drinking his beer, den did not sing any songs...so we force him to sing lemon tree, haha...so old sch... but after the lemon tree he did sing some other songs, so it still work after all...haha...we sing until 2 am plus..haha...and last but not least, Thank my ger frenz for ur present, a bit shock to see tt but it something very new...haha...THANK GUYS...

cookies...

todae went to pm's hse to bake cookies and help melissa dye her hair, the effect of it was still ok lo...the roots a bit light den not really very even, but it is not very obvious...we at 10.30 at tamp centeral to buy all the things we need...den reach pm's hse at 11.17am...after we help melissa dyed her hair and here come geraldine finally...haha...juz kidding dine...we made mango pudding too...so we start off our toking and baking session...it was quite fun...feel so comortable and blessed wif u guys...but this time round jasmine did not join us...but nvm there is always nxt time...the nxt round we can try baking pineapples tart, shld be quite fun...we went to sake sushi for dinner and went shopping around in tm and cs...i enjoy my dae wif them and tml sch is reopening...wat a sad case ritez...i still haven graduate...during the holidae, i still wondering wat shld do after graduation, it look i dun need to think abt it for the nxt like haf a yr ba...haha...but it may be a blessing in disguise...i dun noe...

vivo city...

went to vivo city wif vincent they all...there is really nothing much and not all the shop r open but guess wat there is a lot of pple...we juz walk around and haf a look, b4 we decide to watch movie...we brought the ticket to watch death note at tm...real cute ritez...haha...went to vivo city but catch the moive at tm...the ticket r brought using the axn machine outside the vivo city's cinema...u can tell how cute we ritez by now....haha...and by the way vincent is going into the army on 26 of oct...god bless him man...haha...all the best and take care kok kok tao...haha...looking forward to meet u when u book out wif ur almost botoak head...haha...

中秋快乐

the mooncake pic is taken from xiao tung blog...it look so nice, it muz be delicious(drool)..belated 中秋快乐...sorry for being late...tis few dae the haze is terrible...it kinda of affecting mi..but dun worry guys i put on a mask at home to protect myself...hee...look a bit weird...will take pic for u guys to see...haha...i haven been doing nothing at home tis whole holiday...i nt working juz laze around at home or go window shopping wif my frenz or alone...i sound so loner ritez...haha...can't help my frenz all working,yes i am complaining...haha..juz kidding...but sometimes i perfer to be alone...i noe pm will say i am too much alone most of the time...but i dun noe y but some how i quite like it and enjoy it...maybe i am a freak ba...haha...oh and i had to stay one more sem in sch...dun ask mi if i am ok or nt...as i had not feeling to tt...haha...sort of numb ba...i finish watching bleach liao...haiz, tt is to mean i had nothing to do at home liao...oh my god, tis is torturing man...got nothing to do is nt gd...go window shopping cannot buy is oso a torture for mi..haiz, as i need new clothes for my closet...so sad...tis is my first holidae tt i am not working...working is still the best, got income, kill time and can make new frenz...sianz...growing fungus at home...

malaysia trip

went to malaysia last sun, went there shopping...brought i alot of thing back...nothing much happen...

sentosa trip

went to sentosa last sat wif lip,ted,vin,wai and pm...our purpose for sentosa trip is to tan and play beach volleyball...but it rained like hell man...spoil our plan...haiz...been caught in the rain for quite awhile b4 we decided to walk in the rain look for toliet to bath and go back to habourfront...and u noe the shit thing is tt i forget to bring towel to bath and extra top to change...i am all wet wif no top to change, y i so blur one...haiz...thanz god ted got jacket,so i borrow his...but it is super weird to bring jacket to sentosa...haha...anyway thanz god he brought it...haha...after the sentosa trip we went to have steamboat for dinner...it was fun to be wif them, they r really funny lo...they r getting more and more lame since i last meet them...and philip is going in to army soon...wish him all the best...

shopping wif dear

todae meet pm,jas and mel for shopping since i got my pay...we went to bugis and suntec city...we went to starbuck, we sit there and tok...i help jas and pm to paint their nails, and did nail art for pm too...so happy tis is the first time i did a full nail plus nail art for my frenz...after tt, we went to suntec city and got the nail polish remover to do away the excess nail polish for them as i can't stand the excess nail polish on their finger, i want the thing i do to be as perfect as possible...i finally had a fake nails up on my finger tt i long for it...but after putting on the fake long nails, i find tt there r a lot of thing i can't do or maybe not used to it ba...i can't msg, wondering how to take out my contact lens with such long nails make mi headache..haha...by at least i manage to type onli to be a bit slow...

sam li sheng jie's concert

todae when for sam li sheng jie's concert wif pm and patrick...the concert was great, his voice really moved mi to the max man...every single song makes mi want to cry, dun worry i am fine juz his songs is quite sad...sam is a bit lame and he pronounce our school name wrongly but he is willing to say sorry..haha, he muz be damn pai sei la...haha...he ask us to sing his song and he will rate which section of seats is better, and guess wat my section was rated the first by him...haha...when it was abt to end, he went around shaking hands and sing at the same time...he is the first singer i saw tt is willing to walk the whole hall to shake hands of his fans...and i manage to shake his hands, so happy...and he can throw his poster very far to the first few row of the back seats...cool, tis show tt is he really train hard for his tennis and swimming in order to get such a strong arm man...really love his song to bits...i noe he is not handsome but i really like him a lot and of coz his songs too...really admired his talents and his voice...

the email tt jas send mi..

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

tis is whole thing is simply juz mi except for the extremely attractive, the rest is so true...as for the intelligent and talented part i will leave it to u guys and decide..juz wanted to put it in as it sounds like mi...haha...

fun...

finally, i get to go cycling...i love cycling...most important is tt i am wif my darlings..east cost is quite big as it take us 1 and haf hr to cycle from one end to other...cycling on a sat at east coast, u need to be very skillful as there r full of pple...we found a ski park, it so cool but a bit x...i wanted to play but not all my gf can swim so i think i need to find someone else to go wif mi for the ski park...i wanted to try wakeboarding so much...had a fun dae wif my darling, we meet mel for dinner as she dun want to go cycling...love to be in their company, as usual i had been the noise one..toking and toking is my strength, at the same time my weakness too...as i keep toking be it if u want to listen to mi or not...haha...so self centered...haha...for tis i will try to change it will take some time or maybe longer as when i start toking i will be totally engossed into it...

Saw tis in one of my email, and find it meaningful:
Work like you don't need the money,
love like you've never been hurt, (tis is to all my gf, at some point of time in life we will get hurts be it if we want it or not...but dun be afraid to fall in love again...i noe it easier say den done...as i am oso scared to fall in love again as i noe it is hurtful and scary at tis point of time but i will overcome it and love again)
and dance like you do when nobody's watching."

to my darlings(as there r 4 of them)...

A Friend... is a tissue when you can't stop crying
A Friend... is a shoulder when you feel like dying
A Friend... always listens when you have something to say
A Friend... is a week when you need a day
A Friend... is a crutch when you have a broken heart
A Friend... is some glue when everything falls apart
A Friend... is a sun when the rain just won't stop
A Friend... is a phone call when you can't leave your home
A Friend... is a hand when you feel all alone
A Friend... is a wing if you want to fly
A Friend... understands without knowing why
A Friend... is an ear for a secret to tell
A Friend... is an aspirin when your head hurts like hell
A Friend... is a love that can never let go
A Friend... is you,and i wanted you to know!!
In our FRIENDSHIP..there might be commas..but never a full-stop..and I hope..
A FRIENDSHIP between you 'n' me is For A Lifetime

dardar,i want u to noe u guys rocks my world, wif out u guys i will not be the same again...i love u guys and i mean it...we had been through 7 yrs of friendship to where we r now...in nxt 3 yr, we will have our 10th anniversary hold to celebrate our 10 yrs friendster...hope we will always be frenz till we became old ladies...

ydae perfromance...

Blazers had a performance ydae at near eunos mrt station...tis is the first the juniors r perfromance together wif us...everything went well except the teddy bear did not went up...but the table top and 2-2-1 was very stable...and our movement r neater den b4 which is a gd thing...after tt we went to mac to have a late dinner...after our dinner and celebration, back to the performance area as we need to put the mats back to skool...we sat there chatting and gossiping wif katini while waiting for the truck to come at 11...haha enjoy the chat and everything...after tt raj arrive and drive us to skool to keep the mats and the drums...den we send katini to parkway first den we go home....on our way home, we took the wrong turn and end up at some ulu place called paya lebar air base(where my ex server his ns, nw den i noe...haha...wat a joke...)...it is very quiet there, pm is scared...haha...she scared and we call her coward so mean of us...but pm dun worry in singapore when u get lost, u can always find way out as there r road signs everywhere...so if u ever get lost dun panic or scared be calm and find ur way out...becoz the worst and the last thing to do when u r lost is to panic, coz u will lose ur judement...be brave pm...

feelings

todae training had a lot of tension going on while we do stunts...i juz suddenly notice tt pple r very easily affected by the pple around them...when one person is tense up, soon or later everyone start to get tense up too...should i say it a link between us or we r weak so tt will be easily affected...haiz, recently had been sad...when i get sad and start to stone, my frenz around mi will start to stone or sad too...haiz...gfs when u guys had problem pls pls come to us...we will always be there...dun worry u will not trouble us and u noe wat i love ur troubling or pestering...u r like a family to us, when family tok to each other we dun feel trouble or anything...instead we feel happy tt we can share ur trouble or problem wif even we might not be able to help...we will always be there for u coz we r ur family and frenz...we will always love u...and hope u noe who i am toking abt...hahaha...gtg liao...byebye...*back ache and thumb pain* i am the accident prone chairwoman i hereby declare frances to join my club...haha...

the email my frenz send to mi....

The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; (it not always the case depend on pple, dun assmue tt u noe us well when u r not)
If u?Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him; (we dress up is not becoz of u guys is for ourself, pls dun be to sure of urself guys)
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS. (tt will nv happen on mi, coz i am so talkative)
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE; (well tt ur problem not our us, juz too bad...)
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u. (it very true on my case)
If u don't make love with him, he says u don't Love him;
If u do it, he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him; (sometime u guys juz need to be scolded to wake up ur ideas so it a need)
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (sometime it might be the case, but most of the time it not...)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so. (tis is bullshit)
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN. (tis is worst den bullshit, u stink...haha...)
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!

i wonder wat is wrong wif tis guys...but i am sure tt not all guys r like tt...i hope so..haha...

update

juz wan to vent my feeling here...i broke up wif my bf...i noe some of u guys dun noe abt it, i thought after we r stable den tell u guys but it over liao...i admit tt i am sad, i dun deny...like wat mel say all we need is time...i strongly believe tt LORD will lead mi through tis sorrow and made mi grow into a better person...sorry if i juz broke down out of nowhere...i am trying hard to control my tears but it juz does not listen to mi anymore, it feel tt the eyes r not mine...sorry gfs, i noe i am putting a brave front when i am wif u guys...like wat mel say i dun want u all to worry for mi..if i cry in front of mel, i think it will made her feel worst...but...i noe i lost the smile, laughter,bubbly,crappy old mi...Help me....sorry jasmine i can't cheer u up now..sorry...mel i dun noe wat to say to u to made u feel better...sorry....

last week report

mon(10/7) & tues(11/7)
nothing on the two dae, as usual cheerleading training...

wed(12/7)
meet dear for lunch, den went to my grandma's hse to see her and my sis...at 6.30 meet my group of honeys(jas,dine,mel and pm), had a long chit chat session...tt wat girls do when they gather together...after the chit chat session, we go shopping...i and my honeys brought kids perfume either for ourselve or for their bf...i love being in their company and i love them too...

thurs(13/7)
training as usual, and had a long dae in sch...

fri(14/7)
i finally can stay at home and rest...enjoy the feeling of stay at home, once in the while....if everydae ask mi to stay at home, i think i will die...

sat(15/7)
meet philip,vincent, ted and pm for movie....i meet pm first as she end her work at 1,den meet the guys at 3.30, but they r late...we watch superman returns,quite a nice show,not bad...after the guys went for dinner at kfc, i and pm had to leave early as we meeting our cheermates for dinner at boat quay...we meet up wif our cheer mates and we crap and tok rubbish till 9 plus 10, den we went over to m.o.s...i didn't really get to drink in the club and it is damn crowded...had problem getting in the dancefloor...haiz, but still manage to get in at the end...i left at 2.40 as i was not feeling well...

sun(16/7)
working....nothing but working the whole dae...and oso got to noe tt asfra was transfer to other branch...quite sad...

busy...

i had been busy wif school, cheer and work...i had no life at all...now training is on mon,tues and thurs...den i working on fri,sat and sun...and tt is to say i only left wif wed to rest or to meet my frenz and go my grandma's hse whenever i free to do so, but wed my frenz is either working or schooling, after school or work they will be too tired to meet mi and i oso to tired to meet them...i miz them so much and dying to noe how are they, how their life, wat they r doing...and dying to let them noe i miz them and how i lead my life so far...want to tell them all my ups and downs and oso wanting to noe all their ups and downs too...time is so little and so many need to be done..haiz y can't haf 48 hrs a day...todae is my opening of push cart...the cart will be on for tml and wed...that oso to mean i will be tired...dears(jasmine,melissa,geraldine, min yen, pei ming), i miz u all badly...

report on wat happen yesterday...

yesterday, i was question by the new manager of the it dept...shit i dun even noe all the question he ask mi and i mean all...this is worst experience i had since i was a promoter, it can't get any worst...when pple question mi abt my product i can answer all their doubts without fail but i fail this time...i felt so stress and useless tt i almost cried...the feeling sucks, real sucks...i did not have a training for the product before i start work, hence i had very weak product knowlegde...but anyway i am not gonna run away even if he say he will test mi nxt week when i come for work...yes i will throw watever thing i noe back at him to convince him i noe my product i am not slacking at all...i noe i sound very defencesive...but tis one thing tt i will do and will not run away...so dun need to worry guys...i stronger den u think i am...but thank you dario and nelson u guys really help mi a lot since my first dae at work...i feel so lucky tt at least there is someone willing to help mi and guide...dario and nelson told mi tt they got alot of scloding from customer the first 2 month and there is no one to help them...i really pity u guys and thank for helping mi...yesterday dario wasn't free to send mi home as he is meeting his frenz...so nelson my supervisor send mi home on his bike....this was my first time riding on a bike, i always want to ride on a bike as i dun noe how to drive nor any of my frenz ride or own a bike, hence i dun get to try it..but i finally did it...wat can i say....it was total awesome and cool...i love the feeling on the bike so thrilling and fun althought a bit cold...i really love the feeling so much tt i wish i own and ride a bike of my own...i noe my wish will nv come true as my parents will nv agree on tt...haiz...shhh guys dun let my parents noe i ride a bike home...they will kill mi...thanz nelson, thanz you so much for the ride home...i really love tt and once again thanz for all the fun and bumpy ride...really love tt..thanz you so much...

my cousin min yu 21st birthday...

went to my cousin 21st birthday todae together wif my aunt and cousin minli at around 11 plus am...the chalet was located at aloha changi chalet very ulu there...and a lot of mosqitoes too...went there early to help out wif the deco and pumping the balloon...althougth my cousin did buy pumps as she thought it might help us...but the pumps end up no help at all so we blow the balloon up...there are 100 of them lucky i and minli dun have to blow every one of them if not i think the both of us would had asmnth attack..haha..juz kidding...instead of having a normal and common happy 21st birthday min yu, we did a min yu to power of 21...isn't it cool and special, if u dun agree oso does not matter i and my cousin think i special and most important is my cousin like it...haha...we help her light up the tealight candles on the pavment tt lead to the chalet...by lighting the tealight candles on the pavement it made the pavement look like those red carpet for those stars...but we had a hard time lighting them all up wif the strong wind but we did it...thanz god for tt...my brother and my cousin jun yu did a heartshape fireworks for my cousin min yu(the birthday girl) which i as his sister did not even had tt for my birthday...so jealous..haha..juz kidding...enjoy all the fun we had in the chalet....luz u sis...

cheer outing at sentosa

when to sentosa todae...there was a lot of clouds instead of sun...we play catching, pulse, whack'o and mother hen and the eagle...it very fun althought i complain abt the pumping for forefeet...we did stuns in the water...we had some toking session in the water too...it was real fun and i noe u guys better and more...and now i noe wat u guys think of mi too...we force simon to do chicky dance for forefeet and mei feng draw a big turtle on simon face...haha...damn funny...we strip samantha off her top when she came down to the water wif her tank top...haha...hope we did not scare u...i think the people near will be think y tis bunch of girl enjoy strip people...haha...i think we are like clowns in the water entertain people wif our stunts and funny actions...haha...but i really enjoy and relax myself...it fun to be wif u guys...to hui ting i will not ask for retirement again...dun worry coz i will be asking for perament leave instead...haha...to my cheermates:( we guys really make mi forget all my troubles and worries when i wif u guys, i love urs' company to...LUZ U GUYS SO MUCH...thank you so much...)

the first scolding from customer...

todae got my first scolding from my customer...it was partly my fault...i ask alicia wat the different btw AMD and CENTRIO processer...so she told mi tt AMD dun come wif the bulit in wifi but for centrio has it...so i explain to the customer tt wat i heard from alicia...as i go on further, the more i find it weird how can the notebook does not have wifi built in...so i ask dario if there is wifi bulit in the model den he say yes...the moment he say yes, i noe i am dead...so i went over and explain tt i make a mistake earlier...den he started to make a big fuss and say i lie abt the free gifts part which i did not even touch on tt subject...after tt i told dario wat happen he help mi to explain it to them the whole thing is not my fault...thanz dario thank you so much...after tt miscom and scolding for the indian customer i finally understand on my first dae of work dario told mi to keep away from the indian and try not to serve them(not try to be raceist)...nvm now i noe how to deal wif tis kind of customer...got to ciaoz..till nxt post...

third dae at work...

working todae...my third dae at suntec courts as hp promoter....todae damn tired and not feeling well...having a flu...but taking flu tablets liao...dun worry...everything the same reach there dario started his lame shit...crapping the whole...todae jason is not here but i had a supervisor called nelson..so as usually listening to both of them crapping..but thanz to them i had my time pass faster and happier...i onli manage to sell 2 compaq notebook todae...oh ya my grandma is in hospital but she ok...the onli thing tt worry mi is tt she had very few red blood cells which the doctor say is quite dangerous for her...sorry guys i can't make it to training..but u guys will update mi on wat happen on thurs when we meet on sunday at sentosa...see ya guys...nitez...luz ya...last but not least thanz dario for ur lift home...

first dae of work

todae is my first dae of work for hp/compaq desktop and laptop...i onli manage to sell 3 v2602 compaq laptop...the it staff in suntec courts are full of crap man...but they a fun group to be wif...although they are very lame and i mean very lame...there is one guy called dario is the joker of suntec courts...he is damn lame and he had very funny expression on his face...i think he enjoy make some laughter out of the boring courts and promoting com...there is oso a guy called Jason, i initially thought he was a quiet person becoz as dario is crapping he juz keep quiet...but after my break i came back he started toking a lot of crap to mi too...i was thinking omg he has a hidden dario in him...so the whole dae i was listening to dario and jason crapping and making fun of other staff...i initially thought the job is gonna be super boring as i dun noe the it staff in courts, but by noeing them it made my dae better...they are really nice people apart from the crapping dun say...i oso noe 2 gal called shue and the other one i dun noe her name, they oso quite nice to mi...but i some how find that they a bit dun like mi although they are quite nice to mi...i somehow find it quite fake or may i too sensitive...i stop here quite tiring standing for 9 hrs...nitez guys...

time to update...

sch had reopen for a week liao...for the first 3 dae we had cca booth for the sports group tt mean cheerleading is included too...quite tiring for us as we had lesson and oso need to attend to the booth and recuirt new blood into our group...my timetable is pack on mon and thurs...the rest of the dae onli had 2-3 hrs of lesson...but i got 2 dae start on 8 o'clock...quite tiring to crawl up early to go school...i think tt all for todae...ciao...

updates

haven been updating for a long time...i had been quite busy it seem to mi like 24 hrs is not enough for mi...but the things is i dun noe wat made mi so busy...haha...gtg liao..byebye..

dinner and dance

tues den decide to go the d&d...so everything was done very last min but still manage to make it to the d&d properly dress...haha...i, mun, lala, pm and clarissa went to the TPSU d&d yesterday...had a really busy dae...i wake up at 8 help my granny wif the clothes den reach my cousin hse at 10 to see if she can lend mi any dress to go for my d&d i can wear her clothes but it does not look nice on mi and it oso not suitable to the theme...so i went to this fashion, tampines mall and century square to look for dresses...den i went to do up my nails at the century square and meet my frenz(mun) at 2...when i and mun had done, it already 3...den we took a cab back to my hse we finish up our make up at my hse before going over pm...thought of doing my hair too but in the end i did not do it juz ask pm to help mi backcomb my hair save money...den we took cab down to pan pac...we were very early here...so we went to do the airbrush and giltter tattoo...the dinner start abt 7 plus...i saw vincent in the d&d so mi, pm and him took pic together...the overall was ok..onli for the dance part a bit boring...haha..the rest still ok...tt all for my d&d...we took alot of photo here and while perparing too..haha..

oh gosh...

guys i got sup paper to prepare tt is to mean i had to be at home studying instead of hanging out...oh dear...if i cannot pass the math sup paper i will be removed from my course tt is the least thing i wish for...so here trying my best to study the shit out of me...haiz..hope the sup paper will be over soon and pass tt all i hope for...see ya till nxt post...

first dae working as panasonic promotor...

my first working as a panasonic hp promotor is quite ok despite the job needs mi to stand up to 9 hrs...all the toking i did todae was abt panasonic VS6 and VS7...i actually have no time to even mingle wif the m1 staff as there was a huge crowd...omg...but the huge crowd oso made my time pass faster without mi noeing it...i onli get to take my lunch + dinner at 4 which is a weird timing too late for lunch and too early for dinner...i choose this timing is oso becoz the crowd at the food court is lesser and after 1 hr break i onli need to stand another 4 hrs towards 9 0'clock which i can end work...i think i am going to sleep liao..nitez..coz i abit tired ne...nitez guys...

tanning

can u guys believe this, jenny who inspires to be as white as a toilet paper went tanning..haha...well i did went for tanning in the morning at sentoa wif jasmine...nv in my entire coming to 20 yrs of life i look so tan before..i think i look like a thai worker now..haha...sanwatika...haha...as early in the morning like 10 i was so damn high man..as if i had been drunk..haha...laugh and toking rubbish and crap non stop through out the whole trip unless i am drinking or eating...i keep disturbing jasmine as usual..we saw hunks at the sentoa but did not see angmoh hunks like wat jas and mel said...sad...juz kidding...we were keep toking and laugh like madwoman, ok i admit the madwoman is onli mi haha as usual...like the...haha...i had fun man and i did not noe lying on the bench suntanning can be so relax...but abit too hot for beginner when i can't take it den i go soak myself in the water...i simply love the water man...so blueish green..love the color and the feeling in the water...we went to subway for breakfast + lunch...we eat a foot bread, drink, two soups and two cookies shared by the both of us...haha u guys muz be thinking we eat a lot..haha...i admit i am a big eater but i always control myself if not i think i will swell up like a balloon by now..haha...while we were eating we saw a lady in a salior(female version) outfit..haha..it reminds of popeye the saliorman and saliormoon too...we were laughing like hell as i keep singing the popeye song...we left subway at 3.35 plus for some window shopping to digest the food..haha...den we make our way home at 5 .15 like tt from habourfront back to tampines...still toking and luaghing...haha..really had fun and enjoy myself...nxt time ask pm, mel(if she can make it) to join in the fun...

after exam

yeah..finally the exam had ended liao...so happy...went out yesterday to meet my frenz for moive...we watch 49 days the movie suck...it not scary but quite touching..there one scene the main lead went into the burning building in the attempt to save his worker out of the fire...but in the end he did not manage to save any of his worker/his frenz he ended up watching them dying and could not do anything to get them out of there...this the part where it triggered off my tear glands and i started crying...juz remember of someone...it is really there is nothing we can do when we see our beloved suffering...is this called life?leave us so helpless and badly shaken?i really dun noe and had no answer to tis...hate to have no answer to my own question...i find as i get older i had more and more unable to answer/solution to the question and problem i find myself in or ask myself...there is someone who told me destiny is in ur hand but i sometime find tt i had not control in my destiny or in my life...hate myself for tt and the situation i am in now...

dunoe wat to type for the title...

i superb stress from exam,cheer and other thing...i find myself wasn't that strong tt i used to think i am...when stress coming from all direction and i mean all direction, i start to run away...as the more i run away or turn away my face as i dun want to face it...it come chasing after mi...i always turn my face away and try my best to ignore it's presence but it will always find it way to appear in front of mi...WTF can't u juz leave mi alone...argh!!!dunnoe y recently i came to like shopping alone, watching movies alone,having lunch alone...practically like to do thing alone...pls dun ask mi y coz i dun even noe the answer myself...as i grow older i do thing alone more often...i dunnoe tis is called independent or loner...

wat i did on v dae...

i went out for moive wif my frenz, haven seen him for the past 3 yrs...we went to watch "i not stupid too"...omg the moive was nice man, but made mi keep crying...haha...u guys shld really watch it...i oso want to watch "fun with dick and jane"...haiz want to watch so many movies but i having exam next week...we had our lunch at fish and co but i could not finish my food...i felt so bad as he is paying the bill...after the movie, i went for training and he accompany mi...i did ask him to go home and rest, coz he is booking in todae...but he said nvm...ok lo...i noe my cheer mates will made fun of mi if i bring him there...i feel so paiseh...after the training he join mi and my cheer mates for supper den after the supper he send mi home...thanz for ur present oso...nice necklace and the dolphin...thanz a lot...i really like it a lot...thanz..hope that i did not bored u...and oso hope u enjoy urself...i oso hpoe my team did not scared u...thanz...

Chinese new year eve...

juz want to wish my frenz and beloved a happy chinese new year...nitez...going to sleep liao...i think i am hallucinating...coz i thought i saw a worm on my neck...but it juz happen to be my small little mole...haha...wat a stupid fool i am...haha...i think i am too tired...haha...nitez...i shall end here as i am going nuts...

shopping...

yesterday went out wif philip, vincent and pei ming...we went shopping for chinese new year clothes...we went to orchard..philip and vincent brought themselves a shirt each for chinese new year...i finally brought the thing tt i had being wanting to buy the roxy strip for handphone...i onli brought tt strip coz i had brought my chinese new year clothes liao...sorry guys...at around 6 plus i guess we left orchard and head for suntec for dinner and wanted to go topshop initially but guess wat we end up at tampines kbox again...i find tt when i go out wif philip and vincent we will always end up in kbox...haha...dun noe y? but i admit tt i did like going to kbox as i love singing although i did not singing tt well...haha...had fun in kbox althought a bit tired...thanx guys for the enjoyable nitez...

will@tp

our sch cheer team had join in the will@tp event...we had very few people in our team so we ask for help for the TPSU..but guess wat the help tt we ask for had nv came since the start of the event to the end of the event...end up our team super tired...i admit tt the planning tt we had was not very well plan but cannot blame our management team coz the help they ask long ago did not come but captain pls dun flare up...i understand u r tired and stress, so r we...pls try to control...k? pls...the whole event made mi feel like i was clubbing the whole nitez through coz our team dance to every songs or beats tt we heard...and we entertain ourselves when the dj play a total wrong songs making us falling asleep...we r drench in the rain...so we r to cheer on the runner and dr Williams from soaking wet to dry, den from dry to wet again...super cold in the rain...haha...but had fun and high too thought we were in the rain...i am tired liao..so i stop here...nitez...