sianz...

so sianz...so boring at home...no job, no money...haiz...got to study 4 sup paper...argh...so sick of tis life can it end soon...

tml's plan

tml i haf an interview at tuas..and guess wat the interview time is @ 10...omg tt mean i haf to wake up @ around 6.45 to get ready...(- _ -) super early lo...but hope tt i will get tis job so i dun haf to rot at home...cheerleading training will resume tml too...wat a busy dae...and our training increase to 3 dae per week...argh pray tt i will not die during my training...haha...juz kidding...i noe it gonna be real tough as we haf to prepare ourselves for the coming national...without fail i will be moaning and groaning abt the tough training here...haiz...i oso dun wish to..sorry guys but i need a place to vent my tiredness to balance myself...Frankly speaking, i been thinking abt the passion tt i used to haf had slowly left wif onli responsibility..been wondering if i still had the passion as b4...*sigh*...

happi dae

(the pic done my dear {jasmine})todae my dears and i went over to ming's(one of my dears too) hse...we bake cookies, brownie and make salad for lunch...the salad super nice...the cookies oso everything was juz so nice and fun...we done some chatting and making fun of each other while doing the baking and salad...superb funny and enjoy ourselves in the process...we oso watch my boyfrenz is type B while baking cookies...ming super busy wif her phone while watching the moive...the cookies was super nice onli the shape of it is a bit weird...we left ming's hse at 5...the brownie was nice too but i dun really like to eat brownie...so give it to my bro(my rubbish bin)...haha...let my mum and granny try the cookies they both say nice so happy...onli wish tt dine live near us so she can oso join in the fun...hope we had more this kind of gathering...i think tt it 4 todae...gtg liao..byebye...

i read a very touching story at this website www.i-believe-you.com the moral of the story is to tell u to treasure and cherish the people tt u loved...the story outline goes like this...there is a girl called jonanna,a very quiet and got a very high "firewall" guarding against everyone as she dun trust people and dun like to talk... she had a frenz called jacky this guy who went into her life...he always wanted to help her get out of her fears and be more friendly...he ask jonanna to believe in him tt he can help her...soon jonanna fall in love wif this jacky while he is helping her and jacky told her tt dun fall for him as he might not be able to return the love she give her because he....if u want to noe the story u guys can read it up at the website above...but if u want to noe the ending u will need to buy the book but it ok cos i order the book liao if u really want to noe the ending u can borrow the book for mi...after reading the story, i felt tt i am a bit like her cos i oso got a "firewall" guarding around me...i remember once my dear(melissa) did mention i dun easily trust people..yes, i admit tt i dun trust people easily cos i was hurt once badly...once bitten twice shy... this words is very hard and a bit tedious for me to say it out of my mouth...however, there is people tt i trust is my family members and my dears(melissa,pm,dine and jas)...they will not sold me out...am i ritez dears?hope i am ritez...cannot believe i wrote this long..kk i think i will stop here...

perfer single...

someone ask me y i dun get a bf dun worry i am not a lass...haha...although i sometime feel tired i will wish for a shoulder to let me lean on but i guess my dears will be willing to lend mi their shoulder to mi...am i ritez my dears?(pm,jas,dine and mel)...so i dun think i will need a bf...if i haf a bf i will haf to report to him where i am and wat i am doing...i think it a bit tiresome for me at the moment and beside i dun haf the time to always accompany him...hence i think it is unfair to him and myself,therefore i dun want to get a bf...another reason is because i am not ready to commit for a relationship so i stay single...and i am very happy wif my life now and dun want anyone to enter into my life...well u can say i selfish i dun care...does tt explain all...