worn out and surrendering to stress...

haiz term test coming..i got 4 paper so very long did not update my blog...very busy this few daes wif the final full report of my mp and busy wif the studying for term test and quizes..i think i will stop here and update onli one week later after my term test...if u not happy wif my decision den pls buzz off..after all it is my blog...

My msn nick...

i found this sentence in my email from one of my frenz it goes like this...if u look at wat u dun have in life, u dun have anything. if u look at wat u have in life, u have everything...i found this words every meaningful so put as my msn nick...is it actually god's hints asking us to cherish the people and the thing u have in life and look on the bright side of life? i had been think wat i had in life...it came as a surprise i actually had a lot thing and people that are good and true to mi and also dote mi in life...i guess it is the most blessing things tt had ever happen on mi in this world...so to the people i noe and i dunnoe pls cherish wat u had in life before god take them by his side...

Is there a different BTW the past the present mi...

Today after cheer, I and pm went to the bubble tea shop tt we used to go...We r chatting happily but after chat on my way home..I was thinking am I the person or does I react same way as the person we r toking abt...It make mi think have I grow more mature or more childish...Did I change to become a better person and easier to get along or I change for the worst? Come to think did I even change or am I getting more and more vicious, selfish, self-centered, narrow minded and petty...It really make mi think if I am this kinda of person...Dear frenz pls give mi feedback on mi or wat i did...I really can take it...If u have anything tt u r not happy or angry wif mi pls tell mi if not I will not noe and continue the stupid thing I do...

My life is boring at this point if time...

i had some feedback back from my frenz saying my blog is boring...ya, I kinda of agree too..but no choice my life is boring and too stereotype at the moment...GOD pls send someone to spice up my life...jkjk...but come to think i did have 4 very important person to spice up my life...they r actually my four darlings...they r my very good frenz we had our gathering almost every wed...although each and everyone is busy but we will still try to make it to wed's gathering...we will 'exchange' the lastest information abt each other...it was very fun, nice, cozy and warm to be wif them...i will put my trouble away when i am wif them...dunnoe if they feel the same too...thanz dears for making the effort...i noe it sound mushy but i really want to thank you guys and i lux u guys...thanz GOD thanz so much for letting them coming into my boring life...thank you...in 3 years time,we can celebrate our ten year anniversary...looking forward to that day...lux being wif u guys...dears, i heed urs advice and wrote something new...

yeah todae start school late...

todae i wake up at 10.30 to finish my report...again...i start sch onli at 2 todae...so good..nv try starting school at 2 so shiok...i am still so tired because of the cheer training yesterday...and mental tired because got a lot of report to rush...i had done enough toking better get back to my work...

Thing I do todae

again todae I had my cheerleading training, without fail no matter rain or shine...the senior had asked us to increase the no. of rounds we had to run to at least 4-6 rounds...ahhhh..oh my god...so the team decided to increase to 3 rounds in 2 weeks time...hmm, better not eat too full to training or will vomit...but i normally dun eat dinner when i had training unless i am very hungry or feel like i did not eat for days...i normally can survive without lunch and dinner but once in a blue moon i will feel like a hungry ghost but after eating a lot i feel very bad abt eating so much den i will skip even more...my practice is normally skip a 500 times a dae onli on training daes i dun skip...i dun noe if it helps? haiz...ok i think i will stop here...got 8 o'clock lesson tml..nitez everyone...

busy again wif the report and quizes..

i woke at 11 todae...finally had enough slp in tis week..but once i wake up haiz tt mean i will have to do the damn report again...last week had been real busy and nxt week too got lots of quiz and lab tests...now had to study my quizes and lab tests...and term test is coming...got to stop here...study...

my newest info...

sorry...my dear frenz for not updating my blog for so long...i had been real busy wif my major project and report abt it...on thurs i had my cheerleading training...i was really happy cause we had one more junior which is guy,called simon who join us...i really like to thanks those junior who join us and everyone is trying real hard to play theirs role well..it is really hard to put my appreciation and thank you towards u guys in words..i love u guys....enough of cheer...yesterday the school had a campus concert which was jj lin jun jie...it was fun but a pity was jj sung too little song..the whole concert last for onli one hour...hope the school will held more campus concert and last longer one...i think i will end here.. i think u guys had enough of my crapping liao...ritez? haha...